Your
publication is very precious to me. It provides sustenance in
a "dry land." That
is why I am reading every single jot and tittle contained
in each copy. Praise our Lord for the
people who have begun this good work, and who are now carrying on
the work. He is and will be blessing you forever.
Your last issue (Jan./Feb.
2002) asked for a testimony. Here is mine. I think it was
your March/April 2001 issue
that had an article on "Studying a Book of the Bible." I
took this suggestion, and on August 18, 2001 I began my own Bible
study. I
began as you suggested with Philippians just because I could think
of no reason not to start there. I had given some thought to the
notebook that I needed for it as I am having trouble writing by
hand. I chose a steno-pad as the spiral is on the top and would not
interfere with my hand. I began writing out those verses that stood
out to me with special meaning, underlining words, and soon writing
other pertinent thoughts on the overleaf as well.
Since I had recently
been involved in a translation job (English to German), it came
to me to check out what the German
Bible (Luther Ed’n, Stuttgart, 1984) would have to say on certain
words or concepts. This was the beginning of a strong flow of
blessings from the Lord, which I felt I needed to record. As the
blessings began to flow, I had to give up the speed you had
suggested (of reading morning and evening the same passage) and do
one book for three weeks. Now I began to go more and more as the
Holy Spirit directed. This bore much fruit in my study. Soon I found
that many concepts are brightly illuminated when one compares the
German and English expression. Then the idea came to include Matthew
Henry’s Commentary (my latest acquisition), and that really opened
the flow wide.
I mentioned already that I am having trouble writing
by hand, but God is even blessing my hands. There have been numerous
times when I felt so uplifted in Spirit and so filled with joy that
even my handwriting flowed smoothly and beautifully, as it did in my
youth. Glory to God!
When I had finished Philippians,
somebody suggested John to me. This took awhile to complete;
now I am working on
Matthew—almost done. By now I am finishing the fourth steno-pad,
which shows you the abundant flow of grace and blessings that is
coming as I receive new insights and record them.
Let me share another
blessing that has come as I continue to study. I am being "called" in the middle of the night
when there is the greatest quiet. I get up, go to my desk and
continue the Bible study for a couple hours or more. I have never
been "too tired" the next day. Indeed, it has become the
most blessed, joyful and exciting period of my day. It can be recommended
to anyone. The fact that I am pursuing studies at my own pace
(sometimes even dwelling on a single verse that period) is showing
me that it is important to allow the Holy Spirit to guide me in my
search. I feel that this is a key, because He is the teacher of His
Word. It seems only fair to mention that I live alone and have no
family (besides the church), which has a bearing on the quiet time
and the options that are open to me for middle of the night Bible
study.
I would also like to mention that I am reading your
book reviews with great interest. The book by E.H. Broadbent, The
Pilgrim Church, is providing insights on the many difficulties
and apostasies found in the church today. Therefore, it is very
profoundly guiding and strengthening. I have been writing all of
my friends about it and even sent an "excerpt" from page 395
(identifying the book/publisher) and some of the thoughts about
ritualism and rationalism on that page. These two curses are great
modern hindrances to being open to God’s revelation and blind us
from seeing the steps that need to be taken in order to evangelize
the lost.
May our blessed Lord be close to each of your
readers and each member of the Remnant staff.
In His name,
Irina Azar
I want to give a hearty "thank you" to our fellow pilgrim for this
excellent letter of testimony. This is what we are looking for from
our readers. The testimony of blessing inspires others to take up
the challenge and step into the waters of spiritual exercises.
The
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